Revelation 20:12-13 "And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life: and the dead were judged out of those things which were written in the books, according to their works. And the sea gave up the dead which were in it; and death and hell delivered up the dead which were in them: and they were judged every man according to their works."
The passage that I started with was like hitting a brick wall when I read it. The wind got knocked out of me and I just sat here. Do you realize the significance of those words? EVERY single little piddly little thing I have EVER thought or said or done. I will be judged for that. SCARY!!!!!!!!! Thankfully, the penalty for those sins and actions have already been paid for in full. But I really would rather not relive most of what I have said and done and thought. Honestly, I would guesstimate that over 98.9% of myself, I would rather not talk about or have Christ see or know about. And he's got a book. . . *groan* AN ENTIRE BOOK (probably more like volumes of books) about me and all that I have ever said or thought or done. *That's it. I'm being a hermit and never speaking or thinking again!* If only it were that simple. Think about just today. What have you said? Was EVERYTHING something you would be fine with Christ knowing about? How about thoughts? Actions? . . . . Yeah. . . that's just today. Now multiply 365 days x however many years you have been on this planet. Okay. Now multiply how many things you thought and did today that were wrong x the number of days you have been on the planet. Not pretty is it. . .
Words. Actions. Thoughts. Emotions. Things we will never be able to undue. We let the little things of life bother us to the point that we can't see anything else! We let what people say and do to us ruin our outlook of life. We don't focus on the big picture. If we did focus on why we're really here and what's going to happen after everything is said and done, I think we'd have far less drama and problems in our life. So someone said something you don't agree with. So you want to help fix that person that is not as spiritually mature as you (side note: Is it our job to fix people?). So what if you just decide to stay mad at someone who did something that made you spitting angry. It's not a big deal! REALLY?! Siblings in Christ, really?! We are supposed to show the world that there is something to this unconventional faith of ours! The world should WANT what we have. . . not want to get as far from us as possible!! We have to answer to God for EVERYTHING (and I do believe He means everything) we say, do, think, etc. Let's start acting like each action and thought and word has meaning (oh wait! They do!) Who do we think we are to hold grudges or say biting words and think we can get away with them without any repercussions?! I know we'll never achieve perfection this side of glory. . . but let's not get a defeatist attitude and not care because "Well, it's not like we can do anything else!"
Guys, let's really show the world around us (whether they be unbelievers or believers) that our faith is in something real. We must put feet to our faith! As James talks about, faith without works is dead! Let's prove that our Christianity means something to us! And if it's not enough to want to be like Jesus and become something He is proud to call family, read the Bible passage that I started with. You're going to answer for what YOU do. Not what Sally, Fish, or Mother does. What you do. I have been really working on this in my own life as of late. It's not my job to make sure others are responding correctly. I do what I do out of love for them and Christ, but how they respond is not my business. Only God can and will deal with them. I urge you to help me and yourself. Save yourself the heartache of disappointing your Lord and causing yourself grief because you got too caught up in the "little" things of life. Be above board in all that you strive to do. Do it as to the Lord. . . oh wait! It's all for Him anyways if you're a believer. I love you guys. You're my friends. Let's strive together to put feet to our real deal faith! Keep me accountable. I don't want to get so caught up in the unimportant things or trying to "fix" someone that I miss out on being the believer Christ wants me to be.
Monday, November 18, 2013
Sunday, October 13, 2013
Scripture Walls
It is so easy to get caught up in the world and what the world finds exciting. All over the news and internet there are posts about celebrities and all the new fashions and fads. As a girl, it is more of a struggle not to get caught up with them than it is for a guy. It's not that I want to be like them, but it's the shock factor. This celebrity is doing this, that celebrity is doing that and the other. We shouldn't be shocked by their behavior. But we are. And I think I speak for most girls when I say it's hard to ignore that stuff. Why? I don't really know. But it is a battle.
A few days ago we had a girls only chapel. It was so convicting. It was about purity. But not just the physical. She talked about staying mentally pure. Most girls think, "Oh that's a guy struggle. I don't have to worry about it." But in reality, there are many ways that we as girls struggle with our thoughts and purity. Most people would assume that being at a Christian university it's easy to ignore the junk the world finds exciting. And yes, it is a little easier here because there are rules in place. But it's still a battle.
I have been very convicted recently about keeping my thoughts in check. I struggle with jealousy ("Why can't I just be as pretty as ----?? Why can't I be as socially awesome as -----?), worrying about what people think of me, and living in my dream world. I know that I'm not the only girl that struggles with these things. So I'm writing this to call on all the ladies who want to stand for what's right; the ladies who want to wage war on their flesh and mind.
Why can't we influence the world around US for a change? Why is it always the other way around?? Who will stand with me and grow with me in building our spiritual walls that have their foundation in Scripture? I want to see my potential in serving the Lord keep growing and growing. Being able to keep scrolling on Facebook when there's celeb gossip or news, or better yet, not even being interested in the first place. That can only happen when I am finding my satisfaction and joy fully in my Savior. And I can't be joyful or content in Christ unless I know Him. . . And I can't know Him without studying Scripture.
Grow a "Scripture wall" around your heart and mind along with me. Help me, ladies! We all know that half the battle is in the "what ifs" of the dream world in our head. "What if. . . .that boy liked me? What if. . . he and I got married? What if. . . . " And the list goes on and on! DON'T BASE YOUR LIFE ON THE WHAT IF'S!!! The life God has given us is perfectly created for each one of us specifically. We have the best love anyone could ever have. Why do we discount it as not enough?? Why do we think we'll be happy if we are someone else or like certain people we see as stars??
So this is my shout out to all the ladies who are willing to join me in waging full on war with our minds.
Phil. 4:8 "Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things." Who will join me? Who will help me build my wall?
Tuesday, September 3, 2013
Outrageous Contagious Joy and Witness
Soooooo classes start tomorrow. Who's excited?! I know I am. As well as nervous, terrified, overjoyed, etc. Obviously, it's mixed. Lol I just wanted to share what God did in my life this summer and catch up on my blog.
As most of you know, I was home this summer. I really didn't do a lot. I substituted in the public middle school near my house for two days and I worked at the Wilds of New England for two weeks as well as working in my church, but other than that, not too much went on.
First of all, my eyes were opened subbing at the middle school. I saw the overwhelming need for love in those kids lives. Sure, love from teachers, parents, and authority. But most definitely they need God's love. They are so without hope and love. I am so burdened for the New England area. Especially the teenagers. The thought that most of those teenagers will grow up, graduate, live their lives without knowing the point of living or of the eternal life that could await them sobers me. I was terrified to substitute at first. Then I realized, I may be the only light of love and hope that those kids will ever see. AND I WAS ONLY THERE FOR TWO DAYS!! I weep at the thought that so many "Christians" can go about their day as teachers, or as adults in the workplace, or even as members of society and be so selfish as to not share the love of God with someone because they're afraid of what people will think of them. I am so guilty of this, it is disheartening. I strive to be seeking for those "Divine appointments" in daily life. I still fail, I still fall. But God is greater. When I lean on Him, and not on my own stupid pride and self-dependance, He can use me. Strive along with me to be a better witness for Him. Let us be bold as a lion and brave as a bear!
Secondly, I learned this summer that my joy only comes from God. As a girl, I so often depend on circumstances or people to bring me joy and pleasure. However, this summer God really taught me that He is all I need to make me joyful. I could have no friends and terrible circumstances, but if I am close to my Lord I can be the happiest person on planet earth. Friends don't determine my happiness (at least they shouldn't), circumstances don't even matter. If I know that my God is always good and revel in His amazing love and compassion for me, how could I be anything else but outrageously, contagiously joyful! Rand Hummel's message on Monday night was such a good reminder of this! When you truly meditate on all that your salvation is and all that He has done, you can't be sad. You can't be down or gloomy. Don't let your circumstances get you down! So life's not working out as you had hoped. So God's not working on your time schedule. So He's not giving you the answer you want. Well. . . GREAT!! He's going to do something bigger and better than you had even thought possible!!!!
So the two things I learned/was reminded of this summer in a nutshell is that I need to be looking for opportunities to witness to lost souls and be bold in my witness, and to let Christ be my only source of joy. Hope this helps you in the coming days! Don't let classes or losing a friend get you down! God's working in you and He promises in Philippians that He will complete His work in you! Don't get discouraged!!
As most of you know, I was home this summer. I really didn't do a lot. I substituted in the public middle school near my house for two days and I worked at the Wilds of New England for two weeks as well as working in my church, but other than that, not too much went on.
First of all, my eyes were opened subbing at the middle school. I saw the overwhelming need for love in those kids lives. Sure, love from teachers, parents, and authority. But most definitely they need God's love. They are so without hope and love. I am so burdened for the New England area. Especially the teenagers. The thought that most of those teenagers will grow up, graduate, live their lives without knowing the point of living or of the eternal life that could await them sobers me. I was terrified to substitute at first. Then I realized, I may be the only light of love and hope that those kids will ever see. AND I WAS ONLY THERE FOR TWO DAYS!! I weep at the thought that so many "Christians" can go about their day as teachers, or as adults in the workplace, or even as members of society and be so selfish as to not share the love of God with someone because they're afraid of what people will think of them. I am so guilty of this, it is disheartening. I strive to be seeking for those "Divine appointments" in daily life. I still fail, I still fall. But God is greater. When I lean on Him, and not on my own stupid pride and self-dependance, He can use me. Strive along with me to be a better witness for Him. Let us be bold as a lion and brave as a bear!
Secondly, I learned this summer that my joy only comes from God. As a girl, I so often depend on circumstances or people to bring me joy and pleasure. However, this summer God really taught me that He is all I need to make me joyful. I could have no friends and terrible circumstances, but if I am close to my Lord I can be the happiest person on planet earth. Friends don't determine my happiness (at least they shouldn't), circumstances don't even matter. If I know that my God is always good and revel in His amazing love and compassion for me, how could I be anything else but outrageously, contagiously joyful! Rand Hummel's message on Monday night was such a good reminder of this! When you truly meditate on all that your salvation is and all that He has done, you can't be sad. You can't be down or gloomy. Don't let your circumstances get you down! So life's not working out as you had hoped. So God's not working on your time schedule. So He's not giving you the answer you want. Well. . . GREAT!! He's going to do something bigger and better than you had even thought possible!!!!
So the two things I learned/was reminded of this summer in a nutshell is that I need to be looking for opportunities to witness to lost souls and be bold in my witness, and to let Christ be my only source of joy. Hope this helps you in the coming days! Don't let classes or losing a friend get you down! God's working in you and He promises in Philippians that He will complete His work in you! Don't get discouraged!!
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
Worry Warthog
Are you a worrier? As a girl, I worry about everything. Seriously everything. I know it's wrong and that it is just showing how much I don't trust God in certain areas, but sometimes I feel like I just can't help it. That isn't true. God is powerful and if I had the right focus I wouldn't worry because I'd know that He is always good in every situation.
I recently went through a really sad situation that I wished had never happened. I struggled, I cried, I poured my heart out to God. But pouring your heart out to God only works if you leave it with Him and don't take the pitcher, glass, goblet, etc. away from Him.
I have been reading the book "Redeeming Love" by Francine Rivers. It is the modern day story of Hosea and Gomer. I recommend it highly! Well in the book there is a part where two girls are struggling to trust God. The girl who had been saved for a long time took the baby Christian to her room. They knelt down beside the girls bed. But instead of praying, she pulled out a hatbox with a slit in the top. She explained that she struggled with worry and so she created a "God box." Whenever she found herself worrying about something, she would immediately go to her room and write the worry on a slip of paper in the form of a little prayer. She then dated it and slipped it into the box. After that, it was in God's hands. She no longer was allowed to worry or dwell on the problem. She explained that she kept it under her bed so that whenever she needed to get it or put it away, she was forced to be on her knees. She said she would later come back and go through to see the prayers God had answered.
That's what I've done. Last night, I was at an all time low. So when I got to that part in the book, I stopped everything went and found a little wooden box and filled with all my worries and cares. I got on my knees and put it under my bed. You know what? I came up feeling a peace and joy that I can't explain. Sure, I will still pray about those things. But there is a huge difference between praying for something and reliving your worries to God.
Sure I will still struggle, but I refuse to let it conquer me. I will show my trust in God in every area of my life. In my friendships, in God sending "Mr. Right" in His own perfect time, in going back to school and finding a ministry to get involved in, etc. etc. etc.
I hope this helps you. I encourage you make your own "God box." It really does work if you choose to let it. :)
I recently went through a really sad situation that I wished had never happened. I struggled, I cried, I poured my heart out to God. But pouring your heart out to God only works if you leave it with Him and don't take the pitcher, glass, goblet, etc. away from Him.
I have been reading the book "Redeeming Love" by Francine Rivers. It is the modern day story of Hosea and Gomer. I recommend it highly! Well in the book there is a part where two girls are struggling to trust God. The girl who had been saved for a long time took the baby Christian to her room. They knelt down beside the girls bed. But instead of praying, she pulled out a hatbox with a slit in the top. She explained that she struggled with worry and so she created a "God box." Whenever she found herself worrying about something, she would immediately go to her room and write the worry on a slip of paper in the form of a little prayer. She then dated it and slipped it into the box. After that, it was in God's hands. She no longer was allowed to worry or dwell on the problem. She explained that she kept it under her bed so that whenever she needed to get it or put it away, she was forced to be on her knees. She said she would later come back and go through to see the prayers God had answered.
That's what I've done. Last night, I was at an all time low. So when I got to that part in the book, I stopped everything went and found a little wooden box and filled with all my worries and cares. I got on my knees and put it under my bed. You know what? I came up feeling a peace and joy that I can't explain. Sure, I will still pray about those things. But there is a huge difference between praying for something and reliving your worries to God.
Sure I will still struggle, but I refuse to let it conquer me. I will show my trust in God in every area of my life. In my friendships, in God sending "Mr. Right" in His own perfect time, in going back to school and finding a ministry to get involved in, etc. etc. etc.
I hope this helps you. I encourage you make your own "God box." It really does work if you choose to let it. :)
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
A Burning Passion
I'm tired of being a pew sitter. I'm tired of wasting my life. I want my passion for souls to be so apparent that it spreads. I don't want to waste precious time anymore. Do you realize how many people are out there searching frantically for some kind of hope and purpose in life. Not only am I wasting MY life when I decide not to witness, I am wasting OTHERS lives. They could be living a full life of contentment and peace. I want the burning desire to witness to completely permeate my entire being. The only way to do that is to take the first step and witness. Fear is inconsequential. Only the Fear of The Lord is what matters. Any other fear is a sin. Serve Him no matter the cost. Help me win lost souls! The world is crying out for hope. Help me give it to them!! The message in chapel today was such a huge conviction. I knew what I was doing, or rather wasn't doing. It didn't matter. It matters. People's lives are a big deal. Each and every one of them. Whether you like them or not. Love them with Christ's precious plan of redemption and adoption. Have a burning fire the catches. Your friends should catch it too. We could do so much this summer. We're all going all over the world this summer. Think of all the people we can reach!!!! Pray that you will have a BURNING PASSION for souls.
Sunday, April 21, 2013
He will Surely Stand by Me
Wow. I haven't been on here in a while! Time sure does fly!! Only two more weeks till I get to go home! So exciting!! I have so much to do before then it's scary so I'll just have to take it one day at a time.
I thought I'd share some verses that have been a huge comfort to me over the past few weeks. Psalm 94:17-19 "If the Lord had not been my help, My soul would soon have dwelt in the abode of silence.
If I should say, “My foot has slipped,” Your lovingkindness, O Lord, will hold me up. When my anxious thoughts multiply within me, Your consolations delight my soul." It's so comforting to know that God is my helper. He's not some distant old man type who is uninterested in my decisions. Actually He is more interested in the decisions I make than even I am! That is a comforting thought. I struggle with worry and anxiety. And these verses remind me that when I get that way, I must force myself to dwell of His "consolation." I must choose to daily be so lost in who my God is that all earthly problems kind of lose their punch. When I wonder what God is doing or why something's happening, I can trust that He'll bring me through and make me closer to Him through it. And something that has been driven home for me the past weeks is the fact that being in God's will is not some sort of pie in the sky ideal that is in the future. Doing God's will is little every day things like loving people, reading His word, praying, etc. I am happiest when serving Him. And that takes the focus off myself and my problems and allows me to just dwell in Daddy's arms. I don't have to let the anxious thoughts multiply within me. That only leads to stomach ulcers. I choose to focus on the only things that will cheer my soul. My Lord's consolations.
I have a lot more that I'd like to say, but it's late. If you want to know, ask me. And if you see me around, I'd love to talk about the peace and joy I can't contain. And where it comes from.
I guess that's all for the time being. Have a good night. I leave you with the words of the Ron Hamilton song "My God is a Righteous God."
Jesus knows my every word and deed.
Jesus longs to meet my deepest need.
He lives now to intercede, He will surely stand by me.
I thought I'd share some verses that have been a huge comfort to me over the past few weeks. Psalm 94:17-19 "If the Lord had not been my help, My soul would soon have dwelt in the abode of silence.
If I should say, “My foot has slipped,” Your lovingkindness, O Lord, will hold me up. When my anxious thoughts multiply within me, Your consolations delight my soul." It's so comforting to know that God is my helper. He's not some distant old man type who is uninterested in my decisions. Actually He is more interested in the decisions I make than even I am! That is a comforting thought. I struggle with worry and anxiety. And these verses remind me that when I get that way, I must force myself to dwell of His "consolation." I must choose to daily be so lost in who my God is that all earthly problems kind of lose their punch. When I wonder what God is doing or why something's happening, I can trust that He'll bring me through and make me closer to Him through it. And something that has been driven home for me the past weeks is the fact that being in God's will is not some sort of pie in the sky ideal that is in the future. Doing God's will is little every day things like loving people, reading His word, praying, etc. I am happiest when serving Him. And that takes the focus off myself and my problems and allows me to just dwell in Daddy's arms. I don't have to let the anxious thoughts multiply within me. That only leads to stomach ulcers. I choose to focus on the only things that will cheer my soul. My Lord's consolations.
I have a lot more that I'd like to say, but it's late. If you want to know, ask me. And if you see me around, I'd love to talk about the peace and joy I can't contain. And where it comes from.
I guess that's all for the time being. Have a good night. I leave you with the words of the Ron Hamilton song "My God is a Righteous God."
Jesus knows my every word and deed.
Jesus longs to meet my deepest need.
He lives now to intercede, He will surely stand by me.
Friday, March 29, 2013
Trusting in the Storms of Life
As I have been living the college life, I have realized how easy it is to put your confidence in yourself, or other people, or even circumstances and not on the One who is the only real confidence. I have really been struggling recently with contentment and realizing that I can't do anything of my own strength. I get really frustrated when things don't go as I have planned them out. I realized today through the student body, that my joy has not been full. I try to fill myself up with joy. . . .you can probably guess how well that went. When left to myself, friendships crumble, joy is barely there, it becomes a "grin and bear it" philosophy. Yesterday, God finally broke me. I was at work and I just poured my heart out to Him. I'm so glad for that passage of Scripture that says that Christ understands those groanings that cannot even be uttered. I gave all my cares and worries to Him. I gave my life back to Him (after pulling it back for the umpteenth time). And the words to a song popped into my head.
Still my soul be still
And do not fear
Though winds of change may rage tomorrow
God is at your side
No longer dread
The fires of unexpected sorrow
Chorus:
God You are my God
And I will trust in You and not be shaken
Lord of peace renew
A steadfast spirit within me
To rest in You alone
Still my soul be still
Do not be moved
By lesser lights and fleeting shadows
Hold onto His ways
With shield of faith
Against temptations flaming arrows
Still my soul be still
Do not forsake
The Truth you learned in the beginning
Wait upon the Lord
And hope will rise
As stars appear when day is dimming
Still my soul be still
And do not fear
Though winds of change may rage tomorrow
God is at your side
No longer dread
The fires of unexpected sorrow
Chorus:
God You are my God
And I will trust in You and not be shaken
Lord of peace renew
A steadfast spirit within me
To rest in You alone
Still my soul be still
Do not be moved
By lesser lights and fleeting shadows
Hold onto His ways
With shield of faith
Against temptations flaming arrows
Still my soul be still
Do not forsake
The Truth you learned in the beginning
Wait upon the Lord
And hope will rise
As stars appear when day is dimming
If you really meditate on these words and let the truth of them sink in, you shouldn't have dry eyes, and your heart should be a puddle of goo. He DIED for me. Not only did He die for me, He CONQUERED DEATH for my sake. Living Gallery on campus was such a blessing. It made me realize that He is God. And no petty little circumstances or "bumps" in my road are a hindrance to Him. He will finish the work He started in me almost 16 years ago. My willingness to listen just makes it easier. Even if friends leave me and I'm "alone" humanly speaking, my Father is my very Best Friend and cares for me more than any human could anyways! Do I love Him enough to appreciate this every day? In the past I wouldn't have been able to say yes truthfully. But He still loves me. He will always be there. Like Mary said to Peter in the production tonight, "He is still alive, there is still hope!" He isn't finished with me yet. And why should I worry? He's holding my hand all the way. He's got me under His precious wings. I need to stop fighting, and just be still. . . .and know HE is God.
Thursday, March 14, 2013
Love As I Loved
Hey all! I haven't gotten on here in a while. . . .Every time I remember to, I don't have enough time! *Sigh* Asà es la vida, verdad? I'm doing okay, just super busy! But I'm positive that all of you are as well. . . .
I thought I'd just share something that is on my heart tonight. I know that this topic is something that I am struggling with, so if you are as well, I hope this helps. You know those people that just rub you the wrong way? Those people that you don't want to love because they don't love you? Those people that you just know are thinking mean things about you? Well I have realized that my response to those people is wrong. Sure, I know the right thing is to love them and be civil and cordial with them. But is it really? I mean, those things are all well and good, but is that really what Christ commands? I have come to realize that what He asks of me is so much harder, but so much better. When I see those people, smiling and being civil is not enough. Letting the anger and frustration seethe just below the surface is wrong. Even if you think (or know) that you are in the right. A friend of mine put it this way. Did Christ just smile and be civil with people He didn't like (that He came to die for)? No, He CHOSE to love the unlovable, even in His heart. He didn't let anger fester or control Him. He saw the person as they really were (warts and all), and somehow, still loved them even when no one could see what He was thinking or feeling. . . . . . . *sigh* I'll never be there. But I have to try. I can't let anger control my opinion of them or my actions towards them. As much as I'd love the chance to let them know how much hurt they cause, I choose to do the opposite. I will love them. I will see them as Christ sees them, souls worth dying for. I will choose to not only be civil and smile, but to love them even when no one seems to be watching. The song Love As I Loved comes to mind.
When our Lord was speaking to the crowd, a beggar came
Who fell down before Christ and called out His name.
The disciples quickly came,
And they turned the man away,
Till they saw the Lord's compassion
And they heard the Savior say:
Love as I loved,
Give as I gave;
These are the people that I came to save.
Love as I loved, and I will shine through.
Let others see My love in you.
Yesterday my time was filled with vain and empty things,
And I was so busy with all that life brings.
People crowded in my way,
But I pushed them all away they were just a senseless bother
Till I heard the Savior say:
Love as I loved,
Give as I gave;
These are the people that I came to save.
Love as I loved, and I will shine through.
Let others see My love in you.
This is my constant prayer. It is an uphill battle, but any of you who know me, know that I don't like to lose. So I will fight until there's nothing left to fight. I will strive to be as loving as I can possibly be toward "those" people, as well as the people that are easy to love. If you see me struggling, help! I can't do it of my own strength, and I need to be reminded of that fact.
Well, I could say more, but I'm exhausted. I'll see you guys around! TTYL!
Rebekah
I thought I'd just share something that is on my heart tonight. I know that this topic is something that I am struggling with, so if you are as well, I hope this helps. You know those people that just rub you the wrong way? Those people that you don't want to love because they don't love you? Those people that you just know are thinking mean things about you? Well I have realized that my response to those people is wrong. Sure, I know the right thing is to love them and be civil and cordial with them. But is it really? I mean, those things are all well and good, but is that really what Christ commands? I have come to realize that what He asks of me is so much harder, but so much better. When I see those people, smiling and being civil is not enough. Letting the anger and frustration seethe just below the surface is wrong. Even if you think (or know) that you are in the right. A friend of mine put it this way. Did Christ just smile and be civil with people He didn't like (that He came to die for)? No, He CHOSE to love the unlovable, even in His heart. He didn't let anger fester or control Him. He saw the person as they really were (warts and all), and somehow, still loved them even when no one could see what He was thinking or feeling. . . . . . . *sigh* I'll never be there. But I have to try. I can't let anger control my opinion of them or my actions towards them. As much as I'd love the chance to let them know how much hurt they cause, I choose to do the opposite. I will love them. I will see them as Christ sees them, souls worth dying for. I will choose to not only be civil and smile, but to love them even when no one seems to be watching. The song Love As I Loved comes to mind.
When our Lord was speaking to the crowd, a beggar came
Who fell down before Christ and called out His name.
The disciples quickly came,
And they turned the man away,
Till they saw the Lord's compassion
And they heard the Savior say:
Love as I loved,
Give as I gave;
These are the people that I came to save.
Love as I loved, and I will shine through.
Let others see My love in you.
Yesterday my time was filled with vain and empty things,
And I was so busy with all that life brings.
People crowded in my way,
But I pushed them all away they were just a senseless bother
Till I heard the Savior say:
Love as I loved,
Give as I gave;
These are the people that I came to save.
Love as I loved, and I will shine through.
Let others see My love in you.
This is my constant prayer. It is an uphill battle, but any of you who know me, know that I don't like to lose. So I will fight until there's nothing left to fight. I will strive to be as loving as I can possibly be toward "those" people, as well as the people that are easy to love. If you see me struggling, help! I can't do it of my own strength, and I need to be reminded of that fact.
Well, I could say more, but I'm exhausted. I'll see you guys around! TTYL!
Rebekah
Friday, March 8, 2013
A Willing Vessel
Hey all! Wow, I haven't been on in a while, I guess that's what school does to one. I'm sooo busy. How have y'all been? I've got a cold, but at least it's not the flu. :)
God's been teaching me a lot over the past weeks. I realize how far I am from where I need to be, and for a perfectionist like me, it's very discouraging. But God gives grace. He's showing me things I already knew. But sometimes you have to hear things over and over until it finally sinks in. He's showing me that it's not what I do that makes me a Christian. It's what His Son did for me. I often try to impress God by showing Him what I can do for Him. That's not what He wants. He just wants a willing vessel that He can work in and through. Well, I guess I'm done. :) hope you all have a great weekend. :) and GO GREEN THUNDER. :D
God's been teaching me a lot over the past weeks. I realize how far I am from where I need to be, and for a perfectionist like me, it's very discouraging. But God gives grace. He's showing me things I already knew. But sometimes you have to hear things over and over until it finally sinks in. He's showing me that it's not what I do that makes me a Christian. It's what His Son did for me. I often try to impress God by showing Him what I can do for Him. That's not what He wants. He just wants a willing vessel that He can work in and through. Well, I guess I'm done. :) hope you all have a great weekend. :) and GO GREEN THUNDER. :D
Wednesday, February 27, 2013
God of Heaven
Hey guys! It's going to be short and sweet tonight because I'm studying for Bible Doctrines. But I wanted to encourage you guys with a song that I have been meditating on over the past few days.
God of Heaven, God of all the earth and sky.
Great Creator, Master of all nature.
Who gives birth to snow from heaven,
Holds the waves at ocean's edge,
Gives the orders to the morning,
Shows each dawn its place to shine?
God of Heaven, God of all the earth and sky.
God of Ages, God who wrote the Book of Time.
Sovereign Ruler, Alpha and Omega.
Saints before, He's guided safely.
History's pages signed by Him.
Author of our days and hours;
Things to come are held secure.
God of Ages, Alpha and Omega.
God of Power! God who breaks the darkness.
Righteous Warrior, Champion of His children,
Goes before us into battle;
Good and evil bow to Him,
Those in bondage freed forever,
Victories won at His command!
God who heals us, God who gives us peace and hope.
God who listens, Carries all our fragile
Dreams and heartaches, wins and failures;
Binds the broken; hides the weak.
New beginnings freely offered;
Who can make us whole again?
God who heals us, God of Power,
God of Ages, God of Heaven,
God of all the earth and sky.
I especially like the second verse. Is is the Sovereign Ruler. He has guided so many before me. He not only cares about my day, but also my hours. That's an incredible thought. Stop and think about that. Down the the nanosecond, God is doing something in our life and cares about our nanoseconds! Wow. How should this affect my life? How should it affect yours? I think if we lived with this mindset, we'd do a lot of things differently, many things would go unsaid, and we'd try to make each minute count. Finish out the week with that mindset! Challenge others to do the same!! Dwell on these truths and let them change the way you live and draw you closer to the image of Him who loved you first, and cares about your every problem and happiness. Let Him be the God of Power for you! Don't let evil control you. It bows to Him in the end! Praying for you guys! Have a fantastic night! Finish out the week strong!
Rebekah :)
God of Heaven, God of all the earth and sky.
Great Creator, Master of all nature.
Who gives birth to snow from heaven,
Holds the waves at ocean's edge,
Gives the orders to the morning,
Shows each dawn its place to shine?
God of Heaven, God of all the earth and sky.
God of Ages, God who wrote the Book of Time.
Sovereign Ruler, Alpha and Omega.
Saints before, He's guided safely.
History's pages signed by Him.
Author of our days and hours;
Things to come are held secure.
God of Ages, Alpha and Omega.
God of Power! God who breaks the darkness.
Righteous Warrior, Champion of His children,
Goes before us into battle;
Good and evil bow to Him,
Those in bondage freed forever,
Victories won at His command!
God who heals us, God who gives us peace and hope.
God who listens, Carries all our fragile
Dreams and heartaches, wins and failures;
Binds the broken; hides the weak.
New beginnings freely offered;
Who can make us whole again?
God who heals us, God of Power,
God of Ages, God of Heaven,
God of all the earth and sky.
I especially like the second verse. Is is the Sovereign Ruler. He has guided so many before me. He not only cares about my day, but also my hours. That's an incredible thought. Stop and think about that. Down the the nanosecond, God is doing something in our life and cares about our nanoseconds! Wow. How should this affect my life? How should it affect yours? I think if we lived with this mindset, we'd do a lot of things differently, many things would go unsaid, and we'd try to make each minute count. Finish out the week with that mindset! Challenge others to do the same!! Dwell on these truths and let them change the way you live and draw you closer to the image of Him who loved you first, and cares about your every problem and happiness. Let Him be the God of Power for you! Don't let evil control you. It bows to Him in the end! Praying for you guys! Have a fantastic night! Finish out the week strong!
Rebekah :)
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Abba, Father
How was you guy's weekend? Mine went by too fast! But guess what?! Day of Prayer is this week!! :D So cheer up!! :)
I had a busy weekend, but it was a very good busy! :) Friday night I had a soccer game and we won (and I scored--fluke shot or not). Then Saturday I went on extension, which was soo much fun! :) I went to a nursing home with four other people and we sang and one of the guys gave a devotion. It was a lot of fun and a blessing. :) Then, today we had a singsperation in my society Sunday school! Even though the projector didn't work again this week, it was still really good and such an encouragement!! :) I love my society! Then tonight, I visited my friends church, and laughed harder than I have in a while! :) We kept dropping stuff and spilling things. . . it was terrible! Haha! :D Overall, I'd say God's blessed me in more ways than I can recount.
I think the thing that God has struck me with most this weekend is that my only true joy and satisfaction are from Him. When I try to run my own life and fit things into my little plans, I can be "happy" for a while, but it doesn't last and it doesn't satisfy. I got tired of losing friends, and struggling to make sense of life. Now that God is back in control of my life, things fit together perfectly. I don't have to wonder what my next step is. He's in control. And His plan is unfathomably better than I could even ask or think. Yes, I still take back the reigns sometimes. But He gently takes them back just like a daddy would. It's as if He's saying, "Let go, Rebekah. I know the road we're on. Every pothole and ditch. Just let me drive, and we'll run into fewer of them." :) He's such a good Daddy! <3 We sang a song in society today that has been stuck in my head since.
Father, hold me safe in Your arms;
Father keep me free from all harm.
I cast my care on You Just like a child should do
Trusting, loving all that You are.
Father, help me lean on You more
Through each valley, through ev'ry storm
Help me when I can't see Your will is best for me;
Love me, hold me sheltered and warm.
Father, mold me, make me like new,
Guide my footsteps, keep my heart true
So that the world may see your like-ness lives in me.
Break me, shape me, make me like You.
Abba Father, I rest in You;
You're always faithful,
You're always true.
Abba, Father, You are my song
Though clouds are dark,
Though night is long.
I cry to You, Abba Father.
I had a busy weekend, but it was a very good busy! :) Friday night I had a soccer game and we won (and I scored--fluke shot or not). Then Saturday I went on extension, which was soo much fun! :) I went to a nursing home with four other people and we sang and one of the guys gave a devotion. It was a lot of fun and a blessing. :) Then, today we had a singsperation in my society Sunday school! Even though the projector didn't work again this week, it was still really good and such an encouragement!! :) I love my society! Then tonight, I visited my friends church, and laughed harder than I have in a while! :) We kept dropping stuff and spilling things. . . it was terrible! Haha! :D Overall, I'd say God's blessed me in more ways than I can recount.
I think the thing that God has struck me with most this weekend is that my only true joy and satisfaction are from Him. When I try to run my own life and fit things into my little plans, I can be "happy" for a while, but it doesn't last and it doesn't satisfy. I got tired of losing friends, and struggling to make sense of life. Now that God is back in control of my life, things fit together perfectly. I don't have to wonder what my next step is. He's in control. And His plan is unfathomably better than I could even ask or think. Yes, I still take back the reigns sometimes. But He gently takes them back just like a daddy would. It's as if He's saying, "Let go, Rebekah. I know the road we're on. Every pothole and ditch. Just let me drive, and we'll run into fewer of them." :) He's such a good Daddy! <3 We sang a song in society today that has been stuck in my head since.
Father, hold me safe in Your arms;
Father keep me free from all harm.
I cast my care on You Just like a child should do
Trusting, loving all that You are.
Father, help me lean on You more
Through each valley, through ev'ry storm
Help me when I can't see Your will is best for me;
Love me, hold me sheltered and warm.
Father, mold me, make me like new,
Guide my footsteps, keep my heart true
So that the world may see your like-ness lives in me.
Break me, shape me, make me like You.
Abba Father, I rest in You;
You're always faithful,
You're always true.
Abba, Father, You are my song
Though clouds are dark,
Though night is long.
I cry to You, Abba Father.
This is truly the prayer of my heart, and I hope it is yours as well. :) He's a good and perfect Daddy that will never leave us or let us down. <3 Just trust Him, and He'll lead you through the valleys as well as the mountaintops. :) On that note, sleep well! Dwell on Daddy! :) Goodnight!
Rebekah
Thursday, February 21, 2013
He Leadeth Me
Hello all! Hope you're doing well. . . It's almost Friday!!! WOOHOO! Only 8 weeks left of the semester after this!! :) I really don't have a ton to say tonight. I'm so exhausted, I can't really think. I've got two tests tomorrow, but I'm studied out. . . . I'm sure you know how that goes. :)
Chapel was soooo amazing today. I needed the message so badly! Rejoice in the Lord was going through my head the whole time. Then when the pianist played He Leadeth Me, it got stuck in my head for the rest of the day! Songs are powerful things. They help me focus. Whenever I'm walking somewhere, if I look like I'm talking to myself, I'm probably singing a song in my head. :) Although I do talk "out loud" to God when I am walking somewhere. For some reason, it helps me get my thoughts verbalized. I promise I'm not going crazy! I'm just talking to my "Daddy"! :)
I guess I'll share something God nailed between my eyes today, so I wouldn't keep missing it. I don't really like myself, like who I am. I am very self-conscious and very much a people pleaser when it comes to some things. So I typically try to hide the "real me" (whatever that means) from people until I get to know them really well. I realized several things today as I was walking back to the dorm today. 1) God made me who I am for a reason, and He doesn't make mistakes or trash. So hiding who I am is basically a smack in God's face. 2) I should focus on the good things God has given me, instead of all the negatives that I have created. and 3) God doesn't want ME to be seen so much as His son. I suppose He made me this way to show Christ to the best of my ability in a way only I can. I have to stop seeing only the negative, and focus on the positive things that God has blessed me with. Whether they are few, or just small things, He didn't have to give me ANYTHING, but He did. :)
I guess that's it. I'm sleepy. And so I'm going to bed!! :) Have a good night!
Rebekah
Chapel was soooo amazing today. I needed the message so badly! Rejoice in the Lord was going through my head the whole time. Then when the pianist played He Leadeth Me, it got stuck in my head for the rest of the day! Songs are powerful things. They help me focus. Whenever I'm walking somewhere, if I look like I'm talking to myself, I'm probably singing a song in my head. :) Although I do talk "out loud" to God when I am walking somewhere. For some reason, it helps me get my thoughts verbalized. I promise I'm not going crazy! I'm just talking to my "Daddy"! :)
I guess I'll share something God nailed between my eyes today, so I wouldn't keep missing it. I don't really like myself, like who I am. I am very self-conscious and very much a people pleaser when it comes to some things. So I typically try to hide the "real me" (whatever that means) from people until I get to know them really well. I realized several things today as I was walking back to the dorm today. 1) God made me who I am for a reason, and He doesn't make mistakes or trash. So hiding who I am is basically a smack in God's face. 2) I should focus on the good things God has given me, instead of all the negatives that I have created. and 3) God doesn't want ME to be seen so much as His son. I suppose He made me this way to show Christ to the best of my ability in a way only I can. I have to stop seeing only the negative, and focus on the positive things that God has blessed me with. Whether they are few, or just small things, He didn't have to give me ANYTHING, but He did. :)
I guess that's it. I'm sleepy. And so I'm going to bed!! :) Have a good night!
Rebekah
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Rejoice in the Lord
Sorry I haven't posted in a while. . . I have had a super busy week. 4 tests, 5 quizzes, and a project. It's almost over though! Just three more tests to go! (If you think of it, pray for me around 1:00, when I go in for my Doctrines test).
I thought I'd just share something really quickly that God has been trying to teach me. . . . I know you all have gone through times where loving people is hard. Especially when you don't have any desire to in and of yourself. Well, without realizing it, I have been there for the past few weeks. Through different things, God brought me to Ephesians 4:31-32. Extremely familiar words, but I wasn't letting them change me. Go to my Facebook pictures and look at the notes that I found in my Bible on those verses. I was sitting in chapel this week and my Bible fell open to that, and after I read it, I just started crying. I was letting people and situations take control of my emotions and mind. I was letting bitterness eat me up. And the sad part? Part of me wanted to stay that way. Still does at times. But I have learned the hard way that bitterness is like a poison. It kills all life around you, even if no one else knows. It affects all your relationships, most importantly, your relationship with God. I finally have let all that bitterness and wrath go (even though I keep trying to take it back, He won't let me stay there). I have a peace I haven't felt in a while. I know "Daddy" and I are together again, no barriers in the way. I now know that even in the icky times of life when I wish they had never happened, God is teaching me something. He doesn't make mistakes.
God never moves without purpose or plan
When trying His servant and molding a man.
Give thanks to the LORD though your testing seems long;
In darkness He giveth a song.
I could not see through the shadows ahead;
So I looked at the cross of my Savior instead.
I bowed to the will of the Master that day;
Then peace came and tears fled away.
Now I can see testing comes from above;
God strengthens His children and purges in love.
My Father knows best, and I trust in His care;
Through purging more fruit I will bear.
O Rejoice in the LORD
He makes no mistake,
He knoweth the end of each path that I take,
For when I am tried
And purified,
I shall come forth as gold.
Hope this is an encouragement to you guys! My God is ALWAYS good, and will always keep His promises. Love you all, have a good night.
Rebekah
I thought I'd just share something really quickly that God has been trying to teach me. . . . I know you all have gone through times where loving people is hard. Especially when you don't have any desire to in and of yourself. Well, without realizing it, I have been there for the past few weeks. Through different things, God brought me to Ephesians 4:31-32. Extremely familiar words, but I wasn't letting them change me. Go to my Facebook pictures and look at the notes that I found in my Bible on those verses. I was sitting in chapel this week and my Bible fell open to that, and after I read it, I just started crying. I was letting people and situations take control of my emotions and mind. I was letting bitterness eat me up. And the sad part? Part of me wanted to stay that way. Still does at times. But I have learned the hard way that bitterness is like a poison. It kills all life around you, even if no one else knows. It affects all your relationships, most importantly, your relationship with God. I finally have let all that bitterness and wrath go (even though I keep trying to take it back, He won't let me stay there). I have a peace I haven't felt in a while. I know "Daddy" and I are together again, no barriers in the way. I now know that even in the icky times of life when I wish they had never happened, God is teaching me something. He doesn't make mistakes.
God never moves without purpose or plan
When trying His servant and molding a man.
Give thanks to the LORD though your testing seems long;
In darkness He giveth a song.
I could not see through the shadows ahead;
So I looked at the cross of my Savior instead.
I bowed to the will of the Master that day;
Then peace came and tears fled away.
Now I can see testing comes from above;
God strengthens His children and purges in love.
My Father knows best, and I trust in His care;
Through purging more fruit I will bear.
O Rejoice in the LORD
He makes no mistake,
He knoweth the end of each path that I take,
For when I am tried
And purified,
I shall come forth as gold.
Hope this is an encouragement to you guys! My God is ALWAYS good, and will always keep His promises. Love you all, have a good night.
Rebekah
Sunday, February 17, 2013
I Know Who Holds the Future
Hola mis amigos y amigas! How was your Sunday? Mine was interesting. I was sick last night so I didn't get much sleep. . . . but God gives grace. I made it through the services without falling asleep! :) And I'm feeling a little bit better today.
I don't know about you, but I'm tired. I'm tired of school work, and struggling with self, and other people. Tell me I'm not the only one! I finally told God that I didn't want to do this anymore. And you know what? He told me He didn't want me to either. He wants me to let Him lead. He wants to be my strength and sufficiency. That was a huge blessing to think about. I don't have to do anything alone. And I've got the Creator of All fighting for me. That's cool. Really cool.
I don't know about tomorrow; I just live from day to day.
I don't borrow from its sunshine, For its skies may turn to grey.
I don't worry o'er the future, For I know what Jesus said.
And today I'll walk beside Him, For He knows what is ahead.
Many things about tomorrow I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow And I know who holds my hand.
Every step is getting brighter As the golden stairs I climb;
Every burden's getting lighter, Every cloud is silver-lined.
There the sun is always shining, There no tear will dim the eye;
At the ending of the rainbow Where the mountains touch the sky.
Many things about tomorrow I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow And I know who holds my hand.
I don't know about tomorrow; It may bring me poverty.
But the one who feeds the sparrow, Is the one who stands by me.
And the path that is my portion May be through the flame or flood;
But His presence goes before me And I'm covered with His blood.
Many things about tomorrow I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow And I know who holds my hand...
I've been meditating on the words of this song lately. They're true you know. Rest in that. We're not going it alone. He knows what He's doing. And He's got our lives under control. I love you guys and am praying for you. If you have any prayer requests, please inbox them to me! I'd love to pray for you. . . it helps me not to dwell on my own problems as much! :) Thanks for being awesome people! :) Talk to you tomorrow!
Rebekah
I don't know about you, but I'm tired. I'm tired of school work, and struggling with self, and other people. Tell me I'm not the only one! I finally told God that I didn't want to do this anymore. And you know what? He told me He didn't want me to either. He wants me to let Him lead. He wants to be my strength and sufficiency. That was a huge blessing to think about. I don't have to do anything alone. And I've got the Creator of All fighting for me. That's cool. Really cool.
I don't know about tomorrow; I just live from day to day.
I don't borrow from its sunshine, For its skies may turn to grey.
I don't worry o'er the future, For I know what Jesus said.
And today I'll walk beside Him, For He knows what is ahead.
Many things about tomorrow I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow And I know who holds my hand.
Every step is getting brighter As the golden stairs I climb;
Every burden's getting lighter, Every cloud is silver-lined.
There the sun is always shining, There no tear will dim the eye;
At the ending of the rainbow Where the mountains touch the sky.
Many things about tomorrow I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow And I know who holds my hand.
I don't know about tomorrow; It may bring me poverty.
But the one who feeds the sparrow, Is the one who stands by me.
And the path that is my portion May be through the flame or flood;
But His presence goes before me And I'm covered with His blood.
Many things about tomorrow I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow And I know who holds my hand...
I've been meditating on the words of this song lately. They're true you know. Rest in that. We're not going it alone. He knows what He's doing. And He's got our lives under control. I love you guys and am praying for you. If you have any prayer requests, please inbox them to me! I'd love to pray for you. . . it helps me not to dwell on my own problems as much! :) Thanks for being awesome people! :) Talk to you tomorrow!
Rebekah
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Oh For Grace to Trust Him More
Hey guys,
I'm going to try to finish this before the internet shuts off. Haha. I hope you guys are doing well. I just thought I'd leave you a short encouragement that a friend gave me tonight. Ready? Got your thinking caps on? Okay.
"Sometimes God brings us to rock bottom just so He can show us that HE IS the Rock at the bottom."
Let that sink in. I know that in my own life, I have had the distinct impression that God was pushing me to see that He is my only lasting satisfaction and joy. I'm still learning that. So when you guys think of it, would you pray for me, that I would find my contentment in Him? I don't want my circumstances to dictate my mood. I don't want to try and find lasting happiness in people or things. I will just be miserable. But yet I still try. As Paul said, "I cannot do as I ought." Stupid flesh. Oh well. God is the God of the impossible. I guess I just need to learn to trust Him more.
’Tis so sweet to trust in Jesus,
And to take Him at His Word;
Just to rest upon His promise,
And to know, “Thus says the Lord!”
Jesus, Jesus, how I trust Him!
How I’ve proved Him o’er and o’er
Jesus, Jesus, precious Jesus!
O for grace to trust Him more!
O how sweet to trust in Jesus,
Just to trust His cleansing blood;
And in simple faith to plunge me
’Neath the healing, cleansing flood!
Yes, ’tis sweet to trust in Jesus,
Just from sin and self to cease;
Just from Jesus simply taking
Life and rest, and joy and peace.
I’m so glad I learned to trust Thee,
Precious Jesus, Savior, Friend;
And I know that Thou art with me,
Wilt be with me to the end.
May this be our prayer every day! <3 Good night everyone. Sleep well. Dwell on the promises of God!!
Rebekah
I'm going to try to finish this before the internet shuts off. Haha. I hope you guys are doing well. I just thought I'd leave you a short encouragement that a friend gave me tonight. Ready? Got your thinking caps on? Okay.
"Sometimes God brings us to rock bottom just so He can show us that HE IS the Rock at the bottom."
Let that sink in. I know that in my own life, I have had the distinct impression that God was pushing me to see that He is my only lasting satisfaction and joy. I'm still learning that. So when you guys think of it, would you pray for me, that I would find my contentment in Him? I don't want my circumstances to dictate my mood. I don't want to try and find lasting happiness in people or things. I will just be miserable. But yet I still try. As Paul said, "I cannot do as I ought." Stupid flesh. Oh well. God is the God of the impossible. I guess I just need to learn to trust Him more.
’Tis so sweet to trust in Jesus,
And to take Him at His Word;
Just to rest upon His promise,
And to know, “Thus says the Lord!”
Jesus, Jesus, how I trust Him!
How I’ve proved Him o’er and o’er
Jesus, Jesus, precious Jesus!
O for grace to trust Him more!
O how sweet to trust in Jesus,
Just to trust His cleansing blood;
And in simple faith to plunge me
’Neath the healing, cleansing flood!
Yes, ’tis sweet to trust in Jesus,
Just from sin and self to cease;
Just from Jesus simply taking
Life and rest, and joy and peace.
I’m so glad I learned to trust Thee,
Precious Jesus, Savior, Friend;
And I know that Thou art with me,
Wilt be with me to the end.
May this be our prayer every day! <3 Good night everyone. Sleep well. Dwell on the promises of God!!
Rebekah
Friday, February 15, 2013
Not by Chance
IT'S THE WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hallelujah! I didn't know if I was going to make it! Okay. . . so I'm a bit dramatic, but the week did seem like it was never going to end. It did though. :) Nothing too exciting happened today. Except getting a rose and a note randomly. STORY TIME!! :D So this afternoon, I'm sitting at my desk in the dorm room and this girl comes bolting in. Drops the rose and the note and runs out, slamming the door behind her. I didn't even get a good look at who she was! I pick up the note thinking it's for one of my roommates, but it has MY name on it. . . .WHAT??? I'm not dating. . . .nor am I looking, and besides, wasn't Valentine's Day yesterday?! So I turn the note over and it said, "Why did you get these on Feb. 15? Because Valentine's Day is NOT the only day you should get flowers." That's it. No name or anything. . . . It was super sweet. But my curious side has been piqued. Oh well. Anonymous person, if you're reading this, thank you. It was really sweet! :)
So yeah, that's about the only highlight of my day. I painted my nails a lovely shade of purple tonight. . . However, I have a bad habit of picking at nail polish, and so I'm going to see how long I can make it without chipping them or picking it all off. . . .My goal is Monday. . . . I'll be sad if I don't make it. But whatever. It's just nail polish. :)
I'm just rambling now. . . . Ummmmmm. . . .
OH. Vespers was really good today!! It was a huge encouragement to me personally. At first I didn't know where they were going with all the story lines. But the end tied everything together, and it was a blessing. It's great to know that God is ordering my life with Masterful precision. Every little trial from losing a friend or having to deal with some other major stress is perfectly designed by God to bring Him glory, and grow us closer to His sons image. Are we letting Him? How do you respond to trials? I know I struggle a lot. But the good news is, He will never bring us TO something that He will not help bring us THROUGH. And God gives us little blessings every day that we often miss. Whether it's a flower and note or just a word of encouragement from a friend. He's put people in our life for a reason. Let Him do His work in your life. It's well worth it! :) I'll share one of my favorite quotes that I heard years ago that has stuck with me all this time. It goes like this. . . . "Just think, you're here not by chance, but by God's choosing. His hand formed you and made you the person you are. He compares you to no one else. You are one of a kind. You lack nothing that His grace can't give you. He has allowed you to be here at this time in history to fulfill His special purpose for this generation."
-Roy Lessin
There's my thought of the day. Let that sink in. You're special. Let the Master Potter mold you into the masterpiece He knows you can be. Be willing to be changed in whatever way He deems best. "It will be worth it all when we see Jesus. Life's trials will seem so small, when we see Christ. One glimpse of His dear face, all sorrow will erase. So bravely run the race, til we see Christ." <3
Love you all and am praying for you.
Rebekah :)
So yeah, that's about the only highlight of my day. I painted my nails a lovely shade of purple tonight. . . However, I have a bad habit of picking at nail polish, and so I'm going to see how long I can make it without chipping them or picking it all off. . . .My goal is Monday. . . . I'll be sad if I don't make it. But whatever. It's just nail polish. :)
I'm just rambling now. . . . Ummmmmm. . . .
OH. Vespers was really good today!! It was a huge encouragement to me personally. At first I didn't know where they were going with all the story lines. But the end tied everything together, and it was a blessing. It's great to know that God is ordering my life with Masterful precision. Every little trial from losing a friend or having to deal with some other major stress is perfectly designed by God to bring Him glory, and grow us closer to His sons image. Are we letting Him? How do you respond to trials? I know I struggle a lot. But the good news is, He will never bring us TO something that He will not help bring us THROUGH. And God gives us little blessings every day that we often miss. Whether it's a flower and note or just a word of encouragement from a friend. He's put people in our life for a reason. Let Him do His work in your life. It's well worth it! :) I'll share one of my favorite quotes that I heard years ago that has stuck with me all this time. It goes like this. . . . "Just think, you're here not by chance, but by God's choosing. His hand formed you and made you the person you are. He compares you to no one else. You are one of a kind. You lack nothing that His grace can't give you. He has allowed you to be here at this time in history to fulfill His special purpose for this generation."
-Roy Lessin
There's my thought of the day. Let that sink in. You're special. Let the Master Potter mold you into the masterpiece He knows you can be. Be willing to be changed in whatever way He deems best. "It will be worth it all when we see Jesus. Life's trials will seem so small, when we see Christ. One glimpse of His dear face, all sorrow will erase. So bravely run the race, til we see Christ." <3
Love you all and am praying for you.
Rebekah :)
Thursday, February 14, 2013
The Love of God
Happy Valentine's Day to all!! :) No, I did not wear the festive color of the day. There was not a stitch of red or pink on my person. However, I did not wear all black as many of my counterparts did. Hope you all had a terrific day. Okay, enough on that subject.
Thank you all for praying for me today as I had a dentist appointment. It went well. It cost a lot, but when are they ever cheap visits?! Thankfully, the problem wasn't serious and was fixed! Yay! :) Also, the dentist was the best I've ever been to! He was so gentle, I couldn't feel any of it! No pain. . . .it was terrific! The worst part was the hours following. Feeling as if half of your face is melting off your head is not the most pleasant of experiences. . . especially when you're trying to eat, but come to the startling realization that you're chewing on your own tongue, not your food. Hahaha. Yeah. . . I wondered why my food tasted a little metallic. Hahahahaha. Oh well. It's over now.
Nothing exciting really happened today other than that. . . . So I'm kind of at a loss for what to write about. I could tell you ever detail, if you wanted to be bored to tears, but I'll refrain.
OOOH! I know, I'll post the lyrics to the song that's been going through my head all week! Ready for this?!
The love of God is greater far
Than tongue or pen can ever tell;
It goes beyond the highest star,
And reaches to the lowest hell;
The guilty pair, bowed down with care,
God gave His Son to win;
His erring child He reconciled,
And pardoned from his sin.
Refrain
O love of God, how rich and pure!
How measureless and strong!
It shall forevermore endure
The saints’ and angels’ song.
When years of time shall pass away,
And earthly thrones and kingdoms fall,
When men, who here refuse to pray,
On rocks and hills and mountains call,
God’s love so sure, shall still endure,
All measureless and strong;
Redeeming grace to Adam’s race—
The saints’ and angels’ song.
Could we with ink the ocean fill,
And were the skies of parchment made,
Were every stalk on earth a quill,
And every man a scribe by trade,
To write the love of God above,
Would drain the ocean dry.
Nor could the scroll contain the whole,
Though stretched from sky to sky.
Isn't that an incredible thought??? It's so encouraging to know that even when people stop loving me, God will always love me more than they ever did! That's my encouraging thought of the day. . . :)
I guess that's all for now. I'll post more later. If you think of it, I'd love for you all to comment with one or two things that you love about God or that He's been teaching you about Himself recently! That would be awesome!!
Ttyl! :)
Rebekah
Thank you all for praying for me today as I had a dentist appointment. It went well. It cost a lot, but when are they ever cheap visits?! Thankfully, the problem wasn't serious and was fixed! Yay! :) Also, the dentist was the best I've ever been to! He was so gentle, I couldn't feel any of it! No pain. . . .it was terrific! The worst part was the hours following. Feeling as if half of your face is melting off your head is not the most pleasant of experiences. . . especially when you're trying to eat, but come to the startling realization that you're chewing on your own tongue, not your food. Hahaha. Yeah. . . I wondered why my food tasted a little metallic. Hahahahaha. Oh well. It's over now.
Nothing exciting really happened today other than that. . . . So I'm kind of at a loss for what to write about. I could tell you ever detail, if you wanted to be bored to tears, but I'll refrain.
OOOH! I know, I'll post the lyrics to the song that's been going through my head all week! Ready for this?!
The love of God is greater far
Than tongue or pen can ever tell;
It goes beyond the highest star,
And reaches to the lowest hell;
The guilty pair, bowed down with care,
God gave His Son to win;
His erring child He reconciled,
And pardoned from his sin.
Refrain
O love of God, how rich and pure!
How measureless and strong!
It shall forevermore endure
The saints’ and angels’ song.
When years of time shall pass away,
And earthly thrones and kingdoms fall,
When men, who here refuse to pray,
On rocks and hills and mountains call,
God’s love so sure, shall still endure,
All measureless and strong;
Redeeming grace to Adam’s race—
The saints’ and angels’ song.
Could we with ink the ocean fill,
And were the skies of parchment made,
Were every stalk on earth a quill,
And every man a scribe by trade,
To write the love of God above,
Would drain the ocean dry.
Nor could the scroll contain the whole,
Though stretched from sky to sky.
Isn't that an incredible thought??? It's so encouraging to know that even when people stop loving me, God will always love me more than they ever did! That's my encouraging thought of the day. . . :)
I guess that's all for now. I'll post more later. If you think of it, I'd love for you all to comment with one or two things that you love about God or that He's been teaching you about Himself recently! That would be awesome!!
Ttyl! :)
Rebekah
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
New Day, New Blessings
I don't know about you, but my day was busy! From work, to classes, to going to see The Chronicles of Narnia, I was going like crazy. It was a good crazy though. . . .For the most part. I won't bore you with disgustingly indifferent details. Knowing it was busy is enough. But welcome to the life of a college student. :)
Let me start off by telling you some of the things God pointed out to me today. (I find trying to write them out makes me realize how much He really is teaching me. So bear with me!) Chapel was an encouragement, and a rebuke. Is my life so consumed with God that people that are around me see Him, and not pitiful little me? I submit that it's not. I am working hard to become "so lost in God that people have to seek Him to find me," but I'm not there. By any stretch of my very vivid imagination.
Secondly, watching The Chronicles of Narnia tonight just gave me a renewed appreciation for how much Jesus really does love us. We take the children's song for granted so much. The Bible really does tell us that Jesus loves us, even in our disgusting, traitorous, rotten state. He willingly took our place because He knows us each by name and wants to spend eternity with us. That's a lot of love. If I had been in His position, I wouldn't love me. But for reasons I can't even fathom, my limitless, perfect Lord chose to be limited in human form, and take the filthy rags of my sin and guilt so that I could have His righteousness. Weird, I know. But it's so true.
In thinking about tomorrow's "holiday" I was a bit saddened because I don't have "that special someone." But really, I do. I have the best, most Precious Love of my life. And the best part? He'll never break up with me, He'll never stop loving me, and He'll never get tired of me. Where else am I going to find that?! Yeah. . . . Valentine's Day isn't so bad after all for us single folk. :)
Anyways, back to Narnia. . . . I have always loved the series, and was excited to see it. The message of it is incredible (as aforementioned). I love that God has given us small blessings that we don't even think about. Like drama and literature. People laugh at me for my nerdy tendencies when it comes to these subjects, but if you think about it, God could easily have given us a boring old life with no stories, no way to experience things outside of our understanding. They can be such useful tools in conveying messages that need to be heard by those who would otherwise never hear it.
Anywho. I'll get off my soapbox before I really get going. . . . :) I need to head to bed. If you think of it, pray for me around 9:15 tomorrow. I'm going to the dentist for a possibly really bad tooth problem. Pray that I don't freak out (I hate dentists). And pray that it's a simple fix. . . not something super expensive or painful. Thanks guys! :) Praying for you all as well.
Rebekah
Let me start off by telling you some of the things God pointed out to me today. (I find trying to write them out makes me realize how much He really is teaching me. So bear with me!) Chapel was an encouragement, and a rebuke. Is my life so consumed with God that people that are around me see Him, and not pitiful little me? I submit that it's not. I am working hard to become "so lost in God that people have to seek Him to find me," but I'm not there. By any stretch of my very vivid imagination.
Secondly, watching The Chronicles of Narnia tonight just gave me a renewed appreciation for how much Jesus really does love us. We take the children's song for granted so much. The Bible really does tell us that Jesus loves us, even in our disgusting, traitorous, rotten state. He willingly took our place because He knows us each by name and wants to spend eternity with us. That's a lot of love. If I had been in His position, I wouldn't love me. But for reasons I can't even fathom, my limitless, perfect Lord chose to be limited in human form, and take the filthy rags of my sin and guilt so that I could have His righteousness. Weird, I know. But it's so true.
In thinking about tomorrow's "holiday" I was a bit saddened because I don't have "that special someone." But really, I do. I have the best, most Precious Love of my life. And the best part? He'll never break up with me, He'll never stop loving me, and He'll never get tired of me. Where else am I going to find that?! Yeah. . . . Valentine's Day isn't so bad after all for us single folk. :)
Anyways, back to Narnia. . . . I have always loved the series, and was excited to see it. The message of it is incredible (as aforementioned). I love that God has given us small blessings that we don't even think about. Like drama and literature. People laugh at me for my nerdy tendencies when it comes to these subjects, but if you think about it, God could easily have given us a boring old life with no stories, no way to experience things outside of our understanding. They can be such useful tools in conveying messages that need to be heard by those who would otherwise never hear it.
Anywho. I'll get off my soapbox before I really get going. . . . :) I need to head to bed. If you think of it, pray for me around 9:15 tomorrow. I'm going to the dentist for a possibly really bad tooth problem. Pray that I don't freak out (I hate dentists). And pray that it's a simple fix. . . not something super expensive or painful. Thanks guys! :) Praying for you all as well.
Rebekah
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Calm in the Midst of the Storm
I've been wanting to do a blog for a long time now. I finally figured out how, and so begins the blogging. I sat here thinking about what I would write about. And unsurprisingly, the thoughts started flowing. There are so many things I could write about. But, since this is the internet and it lasts forever, I have to be doubly careful. I don't want to use this as a venting method. So if I do, someone stop me.
After thinking about it, I realized that this blog is going to be used for the edification of all involved. I will show you ways that God is working in my life, and hopefully it will encourage you. I am a bit of a rambler, and I love to write. . . . So I apologize in advance for my ADD tendencies. This blog is to help me keep my focus where it should be, as well as to encourage you to keep pressing towards the mark.
That being said. . . . Those of you who know me, know that I am an extremely random person and love to have fun. So I will most likely be posting things that strike me as funny, or telling you all about those really weird things that happen in my every day life. :) I hope I won't bore you.
I don't know about you, but I'm excited to see what God is going to do through my life and yours through this! Have a good rest of your week, and dwell on the blessings of God!! :)
Rebekah :)
After thinking about it, I realized that this blog is going to be used for the edification of all involved. I will show you ways that God is working in my life, and hopefully it will encourage you. I am a bit of a rambler, and I love to write. . . . So I apologize in advance for my ADD tendencies. This blog is to help me keep my focus where it should be, as well as to encourage you to keep pressing towards the mark.
That being said. . . . Those of you who know me, know that I am an extremely random person and love to have fun. So I will most likely be posting things that strike me as funny, or telling you all about those really weird things that happen in my every day life. :) I hope I won't bore you.
I don't know about you, but I'm excited to see what God is going to do through my life and yours through this! Have a good rest of your week, and dwell on the blessings of God!! :)
Rebekah :)
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